Saturday, August 05, 2006, 7:47 pm
Today got Scouts. Quite alright. Rick Sir (Huh? Rick Sir again?) wanted us to be Ventures after 16. I have other plans. I dont feel like joining Zhonghua Ventures. Maybe I cant enjoy the company of the Scout Leaders. Right. I'm working on the mural. Scouts mural. Lets see how it will look like. I hope i can be a success. Right now I may not be too committed to Council. Theres some barriers now. Lets hope it can go away. So this is it. And im going for a hike in two weeks from now. I hate hikings. 25 kilometres in the first day, 15 in the second. Madam was asking what happened to me. I think i kind of got tired of scouting. Trying to get that feeling off too. Theres too many uninvited and unwanted feeling within me. Serious. Im trying to change. Maybe I should really try to change, get down back to Scouts and life.
I SHOULD CHANGE.