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Tuesday, October 10, 2006, 11:54 am
Fucking hell. Im getting too emotional. Fuck emo feelings. Like why should they be coming to people. Shit. That seems stupid. Like those feelings are crippled monsters running towards human. And humans are small little things that are running for their dear little lives, in this case.

Anyway, back to my point. I hate being emotional. I always feel stupid in those times. What the hell. I hate myself becoming more and more emotional. Its like in the exams, suddenly I feel damn sad. Like really sad. Then I felt no one care about me. Like in exams, everyone will pia for every question like its some million dollars question. Then they will be doing their shitty paper and their head will go lower and lower to concentrate and in the end the head will be on the table. Then its like everyone just concentrate on their own stuffs. No one bothers about you. They do their own stuffs. Helplessly you see no one coming to help you. Not even lending you a helping hand.

I feel out of love. No one loves me. I feel like breaking down sometimes. But those tears just wont roll down. Fuck. Can roll down sometimes not? Then can feel a little better lah. So you all dont roll down then I cant feel better lah.

CAMPAIGNING, "NO EMOTIONAL".






Ernest